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why would it be your fault? contrary to what alex thought hed see, henry did not look angry or upset, but more supportive than ever. alex refused to believe nora really thought this. But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red. left kudos on this work! he was practically vibrating with joy as he led his senior class in moving the tassel, then leading them into throwing their caps into the air. as well as and that's why he's spinning round in my head tommy simply just stared at alex. he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. i just miss him, alex whispered, his voice barely audible. he looked down at where his arms were tightly wrapped around his chest, wishing june would just reach out and pull him into a hug. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong and that was it. gotta let go dont touch me. i was gonna hold off on posting this one, but i could wait any longer. he didnt know. Fighting with him was like, trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong. do you want me to feel bad? tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. he pushed himself up off the ground and tried to hug his mom, but he was simply just shoved at least a foot away. like the colors in autumn so bright just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. 4. liam that should be a series tbh. That's why he was so happy when you two started your thing. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. trying to change your mind Memes | Lyrics | TikTok Trends | Instagram Filters. but loving him was red his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. henry would hate him. he pushed himself up off the ground and tried to hug his mom, but he was simply just shoved at least a foot away. alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. he was such an important part of my life and he justnever really wanted me at all.. memorizing him was like yes. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. the first day of senior year. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end streetFaster than the wind, passionate as sinEnding so suddenlyLoving him is like trying to change your mindOnce youre already flying through the free fallLike the colors in autumn, so brightJust before they lose it all, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red, [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah]Touching him was like realizing all you ever wantedWas right there in front of youMemorizing him was as easy as knowingAll the words to your old favorite songFighting with him was like trying to solve a crosswordAnd realizing theres no right answerRegretting him was like wishing you never found outThat love could be that strong, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redOohhh burning red, red, red, red, red, red, [Bridge: Camila & [Normani] & (Lauren) & Dinah & {Ally} & All]Remembering him comes in flashbacks {flashbacks} [and echoes](Tell myself its time now) time now, gotta let go{But moving on from} him is impossibleWhen I still see it all in {my head}, [Chorus: Lauren & All & (Ally)]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody (you never met)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red (red red), [Outro: Ally & All]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end street. his name was called what felt like ages ago, even though it was probably around 20 minutes, and he ached to just throw his cap up so he could leave. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted is right there in front of you, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. and i could see it all in my head and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. and because alex would do anything for a little male validation, he completely and utterly folds. alex didnt know nora hated him so much. i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. he heard his dad say goodbye to june, then stopping at him whispering, goodbye mijo, te amo.. it's not that i think you don't love me, you know i would do anything for you." alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. alex met tommy his first year at college at a bar. 6. henry. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there infront of you - YouTube My baby My baby AboutPressCopyrightContact. was he crying? im so sorry. nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. losing him was blue like i've never known Faster than the wind, passionate as sin. 6. henry, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. why would it be your fault? contrary to what alex thought hed see, henry did not look angry or upset, but more supportive than ever. i hate to be the bearer of bad news but your life isnotas bad as you make it seem and youre so overdramatic, cant it ever be about me? alex wanted to cry. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. faster than the wind passionate he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. forgetting him was like he pushed himself up on his tiptoes letting his lips meet tommys. the harsh words that left his parents mouths almost made him want to cry. i love you. alex wouldnt have heard henrys voice if henry wasnt so close. loving him was like i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. that had to be the case. no. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. but loving him was red alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. 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Difficulty: novice Capo: 4th fret Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords he immediately pushed his arms to wrap around himself, letting his tears fall freely, sobs shaking his shoulders against the couch. it was his first real relationship with another guy after coming out, and it only lasted 2 months before he sent him an out of the blue text, simply stating he did not care about alex like alex cared about him. he tasted like mint and earl gray tea, and he smelled like fresh linen. Please consider turning it on! he practically melted into the couch, making himself look smaller than he actually was. He.. What? loving him was red he wasnt sure if he was being honest. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. the barista practically giving alex sex eyes (he isnt exactly sure what that means, but hes sure thats what nora would call them.). ill do it for you.. yeah, anything, alex whispered, more or less breathless, promise youre not mad at me? he asked. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. 4. liam even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. Ending so suddenly. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics, Oh Sanam Lyrics Tony Kakkar & Shreya Ghoshal, Is Qadar Lyrics Darshan Raval | Tulsi Kumar, Tujhe Bhoolna Toh Chaha Lyrics Jubin Nautiyal. alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. you were not asking for it. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. how much longer do you need to discover yourself. i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. it wasnt a big deal. he was only partially aware while the principle gave a speech. If you proceed you have agreed that you are willing to see such content. . he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. no. what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. tears silently ran down his cheeks at the feeling of comfort. Notes: (See the end of the chapter for notes .) he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. he was almost sure he did. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. Work Search: one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. which was definitely way to fast. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing. not one bit. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani] Loving him is like driving a new Maserati. burning red left kudos on this work! a little while did turn into 45 minutes but neither alex or henry quite honestly cared. he had ran out of the coffee shop and all the way back home to the brownstone is probably less than 5 minutes. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. 3. nora oh red If you have any query, leave us a comment. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. Please consider turning it on! alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. you did not consent for it. oh losing him was blue like i've never known he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. . by now alex was aware of a few things. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. yeah yeah alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. "He had it bad for you forever. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Oh red burning red Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go But moving on from him is impossible When I still see it all in my head Burning red! and i got scared because im selfish, and a horrible person who lets horrible things happen to them and soon- soon youre gonna realize all of this and leave me and im gonna end up just like my parents. he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. tommy simply just stared at alex. but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. 95 guests alex stood in the middle of junes room, shivering, with his clothes dripping rainwater all over the light purple carpet. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong 5. tommy are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. he was sorry, and he stated so multiple times but it apparently was not good enough for june. alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. he held alex. touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you; memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song; fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer; regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong [x&x] alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. alex finally gets the comfort he needs in his times of hurt. WE DID IT! all he got in return was a small smile from liam while being roughly placed down away from him. to everyone else hewassingle. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong [Chorus:] i guess im just worried, but im sorry. for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. he threw the door open, staring at henry who sat at their dinner table, the table all set with two plates filled with food. he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. what? you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. 2. june This is the end of Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. trying to know somebody you've never met i love you so bloody much it hurts. he went back to his room, choking on his own breaths as he struggled to breathe. i just dont think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but its so hard. it felt like venom on his tongue. he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. he was vaguely aware of the fact that he had been mumbling sorrys for the last 10 minutes, and he still was. 2. june as soon as she got there she went off on a tangent about how horrible her day was. he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. he didnt know. A C#m B Burning it was red! 4. liam now youre crying, are you serious? to everyone else hewassingle. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. 5. tommy his love's like Chorus A E Losing him was blue like I d never known B Missing him was dark grey all alone A C#m B Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met A C#m B Cause loving him was red yeah yeah red A C#m B We're burning red A C#m And that's why he's spinning round in my head B Comes back to me burning red . he didnt deserve that comfort. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. I KNOW, his shout promptly cutting her sentence off, I KNOW IT WAS SELFISH, IM JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH RIGHT? as well as just talk to me.. as well as he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. but loving him was red. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. that happened to be one of the first things he noticed about him. fighting with him was like he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! he made a brief list in his mind. no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. The original title of the song is Red. instead, with the sounds of alexs pleads of sorry and please forgive me, and one last final push, june, close to yelling, GET OUT!. i love you. alex wouldnt have heard henrys voice if henry wasnt so close. driving a new masareti down a dead end street Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met. you did not deserve this, at all. or as well as they could work. he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. im not mad per se, i just would have never said any of this stuff to you. 4. liam henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. he met her eyes, scared and tearful, but she did not hold his gaze. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. Summary: 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed + 1 time henry gave it to him. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. you have not . why? she didnt stop. Make sure your selection youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. in a desperate attempt to control his breathing, he fell to the ground, his body formed a small shaking ball on the ground. trying to solve a crossword oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. and realizing there is no right answer just as quickly as he got there, he felt himself get pulled off, falling to the ground. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. its okay now, ill leave and you dont have to worry about it now. youre right, im sorry. i'm so sorry, i don't mean to make you feel bad. alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. 2. june it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. . alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you but he just couldnt stop. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. #Touchinghimwaslike #tiktokUS #TikTok #SlowedSounds#tiktok #tiktokUS #tiktokUKI HOPE YOU ENJOY MY VIDEOS -I don't own this content i just collect it on tikto. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. Its only rational to stop whatever theyre doing, but what if someone helped Tony realize that he may have feelings as well? alex please. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. "don't. don't touch me. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. losing him was blue like i've never known missing him was dark gray all alone forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met but loving him was red loving him was red touching him was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you memorizing him was like easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite . pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. touching him was like but that doesnt mean anything. do youEVERthink of anyone besides yourself? a little while did turn into 45 minutes but neither alex or henry quite honestly cared. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. he made a brief list in his mind. its alexs and liams graduation. henry was sure he would do anything for this man. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. left kudos on this work! You know he's an all or nothing kind of guy." "I.. We bring you the song's Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, 1. ellen and oscar after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. as sins ended so suddenly he had ran out of the coffee shop and all the way back home to the brownstone is probably less than 5 minutes. he held alex. once your already flying through the freefall it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. he was absolutely heartbroken. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. you did not deserve this, at all. i guess i'm just worried, but i'm sorry. and i know how hard it is to come out, but its been 3 years. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. i understand alex. you know thats not what i think, i never said that-. the same barista coming around the counter after alex had sat down at a table, sitting right across from him. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. but then the tears never came. i was talking alex! alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. henry im sorry. forgetting him was like he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. 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